After watching the movie 'Joker' on the way
路途中观电影《小丑》有感
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Someone wants to end your life;
有人想要终结您的生命；
someone wants to deny your being;
有人想要否认您的存在；
someone simply does not care;
有人纯粹只是满不在乎；
someone is only capable of ignoring.
有人只有熟视无睹的能耐。
And I only want to give you a hug,
而我只想给您一个拥抱，
and tell you that
并且告诉您，
I respect you and share your pain.
我尊重您并对您的遭遇感同身受。
We always have to pay for others'
我们总是不得不
wrongdoing and spite.
为他人的错误和恶意买单。
However, this is not an endless way.
然而这一切并非永无止境。
Luckily, the Death will come,
幸而仁慈的死神终会降临，
and relieve us from all the pain.
将我们从一切痛苦中解救出来。
Let's still behave kindly to all,
让我们继续努力善待一切，
including ourselves who deserve kindness more.
包括比谁都更值得善待的我们自己。
Let's work harder 10 times more,
让我们十倍努力地工作，
do not rush into conclusions in bulk.
不要太急着盖棺定论、一概而言。
For all human's wisdom is contained in the words:
因为人类的一切智慧皆在于此，
wait and hope。
等待与希望。
Please, wait for me,
请您等着我，
in the hope of getting a big big hug,
带着得到一个大大拥抱的希望，
a hug from a tiny tiny girl.
来自一个小小女孩的心房。
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最近因为对方的瑕疵行为，导致弱势的我虽费尽心力，却不得不咬牙承担年底收入将近减半的代价。而且妈妈的脚受了伤，爸爸又小心翼翼地告诉我，他被骗走了将近20万——那是他攒了一辈子的私房钱。
抑郁到晚上睡不着，白天不得不加班加点，而心脏又咚咚乱跳，好像想要逃出我的胸腔一般。
——所以有此摸鱼+自我安慰之作。敬请期待彩图+粗糙的过程视频。